Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Egg, Coffee, or Carrot? Which will you be?



The Egg, Carrot, and Coffee Beans

Situations in life can make you feel out of place and not know what to do. When life heats up, it can make life seem uneasy and you may not know what to do? I once herd this story and it relates to life, what will you be? The egg? The Carrot? Or the Coffee Bean?

The Carrot: The carrot lives his life the way he or she wants. Throughout its entire life, the tribulations it has faced made it extremely hard to the core. Since it is very hard, it does not waste time on the soft things in life, such as love, peace and happiness. The carrot has learned that in the in, you will end up hurt, thus the reason it has grown to be extremely hard. However, it has been able to make it, and sustain itself, living a seemingly happy and productive life.

The Egg: The Eggs is someway the same way. It wants to achieve great things and have all of the pleasures that come with life. The egg wants to be happy, at peace and in love. It has been deprived of all of these things and desperately wants to find these things. Because of this, it has developed a hard exterior, but can easily be broken, leading to all of its emotions being poured out. Because it is very soft and fragile at heart, the egg can easily be broken.

The Coffee Bean: The coffee bean has a different life story. It was raised around many people of its kind. Yes its worth has been stolen for the good of others. The coffee beans for many years have been exploited, being sold around the world because people loved the dark rich taste of coffee. Some even said coffee beans have natural high, a rush of energy they give to people who consume them. The coffee bean for many years has faced turmoil but has never let it change them.

Then one day, the egg, carrot, and coffee bean find themselves
in a heated situation. They must pull together in order to survive but
their difference of opinions makes it difficult for them to effectively find
common ground suitable to all. They are now in a pot of boiling water, 
frantic, not knowing what to do. They could all loose their
lives if they do not think fast....

Instead of working together, the do what they know to do best: 
survive on their own....

The Carrot: With its many years of being hard as a rock, never allowing its emotions to show, always having the answers, breaks down. It cannot handle the heat, and being alone. It become so frustrated, and with the intense heat of the boiling water, it become soft and beings to break down. It begins to scream and cry to the sky, "take me away, get me out of here!" The carrot does not believe it will survive the intense heat. It screams, cries and bangs the walls of the pot, wanting out. It cannot handle the intense heat of the boiling water. All of the years of living life hard to the core, have finally caught up with the carrot. It continues to cry to the sky, for something, someone to rescue it. The carrot is not breaking down, it does not believe it will survive and begins breaking down. It become so soft that it is eventually rescued by silver forks from the sky.

The Egg: Because the egg has always been a softy at heart, the heat of the boiling water is desensitizing it, and since it feel so alone, it does what it does best, live live for itself. Seeing the emotional break down of the hard carrot, and knowing what may happen, it quickly hardens. It cries to the sky, but does not see r get an answer. It panics, frantically trying to find something to reduce the heat. It no longer can take the intense heat and It creates a thinker inner core, and maintaining the hard outsides. Making it even harder than before. Yet still feeling the heat, it cries to the sky, wanting to be rescued. Still hearing no answer, it become harder and harder, resistant to anything thing. It becomes so hard, silver spoons swoop down from the sky to save the hardening egg.

The Coffee Bean: The coffee bean is now alone in the pot. Seeing the emotional turmoil the egg and carrot went through, led the coffee bean to think fast. It began to bleed, bleed and blend to its surroundings. Yet the intense heat did not seize. It began to cry to the sky's for mercy, and it let the intense heat of life go away. The coffee bean had changed the boiling water to coffee, yet it was still extremely how. Fearing it had made a mistake, the coffee bean tried to undo what it had done. But it was too late. Fearing the worse, it cried again... no answer.. no silver spoon or fork to come and rescue the coffee bean which was not a boiling pot of hot water.... Yet the boiling bubbles began to rise slower, and the ground became easier to stand on. The heat began to seize and the coffee began to feel calm. Then its world was turned upside down, only to be met by sweet crystals and smooth cream. The coffee bean did not get rescued, but it survived the boiling water.




What will you be?

Freshers Flu?!

Well for the past few days I have done nothing but lay in bed. Last night it reached its peak, I could barley walk, talk and BREATH! It was by far the worst cold I think I have had in a long time. Apparently there is a "Freshers" flu that goes around at the beginning of every semester. Freshers are what we back in America call Freshmen.

This Freshers Flu is NO JOKE! Nonetheless, I am feeling much better now. Thanks to Glenn, he helped me get better.  He walked to the store, bought my medicine. Made me some chicken noodle soup and made sure I was better.

I am doing much better, just going to take it easy today. Thankful for my good health, and the ability to be here! Until next time, CHEERS!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Show me a GOOD TIME!

This was a good night!

This makes everything worth it! Being surrounded from people all over the world having a good time. We all had such a good time just sitting in the house and talking about stuff. We talked about everything from the way cars are produced, to exchange rates, to just life in our home country. In this photo, there are people from Germany, Czech Republic, Slovakia,  England, and the US! I think the most interesting part about all of this is, seeing how different life is for people who live in the same country, let alone people from different countries!

This experience is one words cannot describe! I hope I have met some life long friends here. People from all over the world who are simply trying to live their lives and make something of themselves. The ironic things is, all of us are also related by our majors, departments and interests. Being surrounded by positive people does help to keep your own positive mindset intact. I am very thankful and fortunate.

Signing OUT!

True Freedom: The prison Gate

"Throughout the ages mean and women have fought for what they believed was freedom. Now that we have obtained a higher level of national security, the thee has shifted to how we can remain free.

But are we really experiencing freedom? Everywhere we turn there are evidences of freedom granted and freedom abused.

Political leaders, exhausted from their flight to freedom without moral restraint in the seventies, now claim we must return to the moral values of our forbears. As a society, we have rejected values that even hint at morality. In a recent interview, one congressman state that our nation no longer has clear-cut "moral guidelines...."

This is a quote from a book that read almost every day. Some days it confuses me and on others it makes complete sense. Some days I also have to research the meanings behind the messages, and others I remember at a later point. 

However, today was one of those days where it "hitting the nail on the head." Many times people, and myself, become detached from the true mission at hand. We allow things to come into our lives and deter us from our mission. My heart goes to people who do not know their mission because when your not trying to accomplish something, what are you living for? I believe that everyone in life is trying to accomplish something whether it be having a good time, finding love, having a family, money, receiving an education... the list goes on.

I am on my mission right now. Nothing can stop me from 'mission accomplished.' Its amazing the power I have gained from knowledge. Having so much free time, I have read more in recent weeks than I ever have in life. [could be the lack of television] I am finally free to focus on learning, and be a student in college. This is a joy I have not felt for 5 years and it feels really good.

UPDATE:

I also have 2 German house mates. They are also exchange students here for only one semester. I have another who is from Seattle Washington. I have never lived with girls before so this could be interesting. We are supposed to be getting another one any day now. From what I have been told it will be another girl.

But from the ones I have met this far, we get along fairly well. One does not speak good English, but she is learning.

Until Next Time... Signing out!


Thursday, September 23, 2010

International Week has Started!!


Today has been a good day. Hull brings international students from all over the world. I have learned that there are over 3000+ of us here from places around the world. At UIS, I am 1 in 3 study abroad student; At Hull, I am 1 in 3000!!

The university is well known for its international program. It has one of he best Political Science Departments in all of Europe! I am fortunate enough to have my major fall under this department! I also learned that Hull University is the 14th oldest 'uni' in all of Europe being founded in 1927.

I have started meeting people from all over the world! This is an experience I believe every student should have. I think it is much easier than back home.

ALSO, for the first time since the age of 15, I CANNOT work. It would be illegal for me to obtain work while studying here. I feel like freshman right out of high school for the first time ever! Its amazing!

I am having such a good time! I feel like a true college student being here. Meaning: my only obligation is school right now. I am enjoying the free time. However, I do have meetings and events to go to. International week is similar to Welcome Weeks back home and I will be going around collecting all of the Free-Bees!

Also today I met another student named Usman at a Pakistani restaurant (BEST FOOD EVER!!! -FYI). We had a really good conversation that sparked from a jar that was set up in the resturant to collect money for the people of Pakistan. From what he told me and I have read, this is the worst natural disaster in the history of the world. He told me how estimates of over 20 million people have been affected by this disaster. I felt bad not knowing anything about it so I looked it up and found this video...  < http://cnn.com/video/?/video/international/2010/09/17/bs.pakistan.flood.wald.pleitgen.cnn >

After watching it, I thought of Usman and how he must feel knowing his entire country is going through a devastating natural disaster, I think of where his strength comes from day to day. It made me reflect on my life and the things I have been through. Even with everything, I have no choice but to be so thankful for the pleasures I have in life.


I say all of this to say this... I cannot begin and probably never will be able to express how thankful I am to be in the position I am. There are no words to describe the feelings I have, or the things I have thought about today. I am going to use these experiences as my strength to move forward. There are men, women, and children all over the world who need good people in their lives. I am not choosing any other option but to be there for other people. I know I cannot do this alone, which is why I am even more thankful to be surrounded by such positive people.

Until Next Time! CHEERS

Friday, September 17, 2010

I am officially here!

Where I will be sleeping for the next 4 months!

Today I received my apartment flat, and it is pretty nice!! I also went on a walk around the campus. It is pretty nice as well, much bigger than UIS! All I need is to meet some cool people and get adjusted to the lifestyle here.


Right now I am at at a cafe called Lattitude because my internet does not work from my flat but it will be cool for now. I have found a good place to eat some food, and settled in. I even learned the bus system in one day, which was pretty easy to use. It is a good thing they speak english here, I will admit asking for help a few times. I have managed to get all the basics together, now the fun starts!

SN: I also found out I do not start classes until the first week in OCTOBER! What am I going to do for 2 weeks??

I will be sure to keep the posts coming!

 Until next time... Signing OUT!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

My first night in HULL!

I am here in Hull and it is now dark outside. I still have not made it to my apartment and I am staying with another exchange student who came to UIS last semester. I have seen the campus and a little of the city. But not that much, it is only the first day. I have been traveling for a while and I am going to relax tonight.

However, I was driving through the city today and my friend pointed out a few differences. The most obvious is they drive on the opposite side of the street with the steering will on the opposite side as well. AND they do not have dive up banks!!! There is no driving up and making a withdraw from your account. Not in England.

The feeling of being away from home has also settled in [kinda]. I really miss everyone and the comforts of being home. It is not the same being here, especially when I have nobody here! I do not know one person in this entire country!!!!! Sitting here, I am thinking to myself, "what was I thinking coming all the way over here?" I am so far away from home!


Until  Next Time,

Blake is signing out...

LONDON!!! Im here!!!


My plane touched down not too long ago. I did the wrong thing in customs about 5 times but I made it! I am now on the underground headed to London Kings Cross where I will take another train directly to Hull University!!!

Right now I already feel like a foreigner!!! There are no people that look like me, talk like me or even dress like me! *Awkward*

I will be at my new home shortly!!!!

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Taking off...

Im sitting on the plane, and take off  us in 20 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel the plane starting up!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! (><) *waves hands dramatically*

First Leg of the Journey

I have started my journey!!! Its going to be a long two days of traveling but it will all be worth it once I reach the UK! Anxiety and nervousness have began to settle. I feel like a baby learning to walk for the first time.

I am really going to miss my UIS family!!! It has taken a lot of energy and preparation for this very moment. I have worked long and hard to achieve the goals I have set. The good and bad times, the ups and downs have all paid off. The best part of it all is it in not over, this is just the beginning!!

This morning I arrived in Chicago around 1pm and I am currently sitting in O'hare airport waiting to board my plane! If I had wifi, I would upload some really cool pictures I took earlier but it will have to wait until next time.

I have strong concerns with flying, this is only my second time, and the first was NOT a good experience. I'm praying this one will be better than before. ((((Aaahhhhhhhh!!!!)))){ How I feel on the inside but I'm keeping it together. "Ill be fine."

Until I land, PRAY FOR ME!!!!
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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

T minus 6 seconds.

It is 6 days until I leave the United States. Anticipation is building the closer it gets to the time for me to leave. I am very excited to go but I am not sure if my fears of flying will be overcome by next week. I thought I was leaving springfield for good but I  had to return to Springfield due to situations that came up[like having my car broken into], but hey that's life.

My dream is less than a week away. I am sorting my belongings and it is finally starting to look like I can actually fit 4 months of LIFE in one suit case! This is one of the biggest challenges thus far because I do not want to forget anything that I will need. 

I have my lists together. I have created several lists that have become very useful. I think this is a skill that I will keep because it has helped me stay in order. Everything is looking good! Thanks to everyone who is in my ear giving me words of encouragement! You have no idea how much it is helping right now! Until next time, Bon VOYAGE!!